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Don't care for labels! My mom says
I look like an anti-social guy
Popular kids say
I'm strange and a freak
Boys in my old class said
I was a psycho and emo
Some sixth-graders call me
Virgo
And I say
I am me and I am awesome.

Never care for all the labels they give you, just care for moral and that you are who you want to be!Don't care for labels! by ~Metal-loving-Rebel

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Der Schatten, der fuer mich lebte Kein Mensch, defenitiv kein Mensch. Mehr ein Schatten, nur dass aus dieser schwarzen Leere zwei vollkommen weiße Augen blitzen und braune Haare den Kopf bedecken.Und sie schreit (erinnert mich an den Anfang von Bullet for my Valentines "The tears don't fall"), so dass mit Maden verziertes Blut aus ihrem Mund strömt, aber das ist nur der Anfang. Bald fließt es auch aus ihren Ohren, Brüsten, Händen und Knien, dann überall aus ihrem Körper, bis sie explodiert und ich in dem roten Gemisch ihres Schmerzes ertrinke.
Plötzlich begreife ich, dass sie mein Inneres war, für mich geschrien und wir zusammen gDer Schatten, der fuer mich lebte by ~Metal-loving-Rebel

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This feeling Do you know the feeling
That your flesh fades,
Blood and bones become nothing
And you're only a mentally being in the music?
Musik around you, music in you.
Free as the wind …
There is no reality and no tomorrow,
No problems and no pain,
Only guitars, basses and drums,
Which inspirit you.
Part of a big whole …
Probably this feeling is
Why they call you and me „metalhead"
Because this feeling explains the love and addiction
We feel for this music.This feeling by ~Metal-loving-Rebel

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The shadow which lived for me No human, defently no human. More kind of a shadow, just that - out of this complete blackness - two totally eyes are sparkling and brown hair is covering the head. And she is shouting (reminds me of the beginning of Bullet for my Valentine's "The tears don't fall"), so that blood and maggots crowl out of her mouth but that was only the beginning. Soon it also flows out of ears, breasts, arms and kneesm then out of her whole body until she explods and I drown in the red mixture of her pain.
Suddenly I understand that she was my inside, that she shouted for me and we bleeded together. One cut, an other cut ... And now I am dying.
At last freThe shadow which lived for me by ~Metal-loving-Rebel

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If you really feel like looking up some of my stuff I'd recommend my dark/horror stuff. It's the best thing you will find there though even this isn't too good.

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Wiener Blut

Jan 28, 2012, 9:41:48 AM by ~Metal-loving-Rebel
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I'm laying on the ground.
Handcuffs locked tightly around my wrists so that cold iron pinches in my skin.
Dirty water drips on me,
Socks my torn frock.
Darkness, I can see nothing.
Hunger ...
Wearly I move on the ground, search for the feeding bowl.
My legs hurt, warm liquid is running down - blood -, of course, whenever I move I graze myself but it's the only way.

Going on. Breathing on.
When you let yourself go you loose. I am too strong to give up.

Some day I'll either come out here or die. Those are the options. And the most important thing is that I don't loose my mind until then.

Damned silence ...
I've never before noticed how valuable humanly voices are.
I sing. Often. Not when I still was at home but here. Here I latch on my own voice thoughI cannot sing well. And I listen to the music saved in my heart.

Hearing "Wiener Blut" I always have to laugh a little insanely. The song is inspired by a story similar to mine - a young girl is caught in a basement-dungeon for years and raped by her own Dad there.

Life here is joyless but it is and will stay a life. I will fight for my freedom. "Frei zu sein bedarf es wenig.", says In Extremo, in my case defently wrong but the next line is true: "Und nur wer frei ist, ist ein König."
I will fight for being free and until then ...

"WILLKOMMEN IN DER DUNKELHEIT!"
(The drums, the drums, I love the drums - full of emotion they play the sound of my desperation.)

As long as I sing, the demons of insanity can't get me.

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I beg you to read this!!! Please. It will make me love you eternally.

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If you are reading this I guess you wanna know who I am ...
I am metalhead. (fav bands are Arch Enemy, Sinergy, Amorphis with Pasi, Rammstein, System Of A Down, Amon Amarth and Cauchemar)
I don't support any religion (there may be a god but ... seriously, how should a human understand such complicated things with his/her little mind - no way!). IMO religions caused too much war.
I always try to discuss in a sensful way (If you start to call each other names nothing will come out ...).
I looooooove good horror (Stephen King isn't too bad but Joe Hill way better).
Sometimes I am a bit shy but always totally who I am.
I'm dreaming of world-peace (though I don't think it is realistic).
I am an author, I just couldn't stop writing. Already have finished a novel, am working on my second one.
I care for my friends, in real life and on dA.
I am a happy and a dark person at the same time.
I can not stand people who support racism or people who think Hitler was a nice guy with good ideas or rightists (still I'm trying to discuss with them though it is sensless in most cases). ALL HUMANS ARE WORTH THE SAME. (Doesn't matter which nationality, colour of skin, gender, religion, sexuality, social level, opinions etc. they have) The one who thinks (s)he wins through vioelnce just shows who weak (s)he is.
I love walking long walks, especially in forests.
I know what my goals are.
I am reapeating 8th grade right now.
My favorite-subjects in school are English, Latin and History.
I love bloody or dark art. Nature photography as well.
I have a sister (4 years) and a brother (2 months).
People are used to say that I am strange but I don't know why.
I am kind of an outcast but I don't care ... Hell no, I have an identety, friends and metal. They have ... NADA.
I play acoustic guitar for two years now.
My best friend Sara means the world to me.
I love my aunt for that she always believed in me and got me into metal.
I don't remember anything else right now, gonna add it when it comes to my mind.
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My friend Robin describes me much shorter -
Chaotic, always-writing, metal-loving idiot called Marie
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Ensiferum

17 hours, 28 minutes ago by ~Metal-loving-Rebel
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Mood: Joy
Listening to: Ensiferum - The Longest Journey

Hey!

What I've listened during last few days were 4 albums of pure epicness so I'd highly recommend them! I mean I knew they are good but wasn't aware HOW good.

Ensiferum are a Folk Metal band founded in 1995 and still active.

2001 their 1st album "Ensiferum" was published. My favs here are "Token of Time", "Old Man" and "Battle Song".

"Iron" from 2004 is the next one. I really like "Sword Chant", "Lost in Despair", "Slayer of Light" (this one is somehow less Folk, more agressive than most of their other songs) and "Into Battle".

"Victory Songs" (from 2007) ... There are some other epic songs on it - "Ad Victoriam", "Blood is the Price of Glory" AND (LISTEN IT!!! LISTEN IT!!! LISTEN IT!!!) "Wanderer", my absolute fav by one which is simply amazing.

Their latest album "From Afar" is from 2009. You should listen "Heathen Throne", "Elusive Reaches" and "Smoking Ruins". They are magic. <3

Nah, whatever, I've read they wanna publish a new album in August. Surely gonna listen then.

Do you like those guys?

Marie

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~cozywelton 2 days ago Student Traditional Artist

Thanks for the fave! ^_^

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*swansisters May 14, 2012 Professional Writer

Thanks for the fav

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~minamigirl May 13, 2012 New member

DID YOU KNOW:
-Kissing is healthy.
-Bananas are good for cramps.
-Chicken soup actually makes you feel better.
... -Its true. Guys DO insult you if they like you.
... ... ... -Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it.
-89% of guys would want girls to make the first move.
-Girls love it when Guys hug them from behind the waist.
-Chocolate makes you feel better.
-Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie or jacket.
-Guys think its cute when you mess up.
-A true friend will NEVER judge you.
-There is only one guy who is worth your tears.
-If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.
-More guys...than girls will read this. Everyone likes surprises.

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~Leythsyr May 4, 2012 New member Hobbyist Writer

Hey!
GERMANY!
Ich kann auf deutsch schreiben? Was für eine Erleichterung! *hust*.
Spaß beiseite.
Freut mich ebenso dich zu treffen.
Welche Bands hörst du denn so, wenn ich so neugierig sein darf?

~Metal-loving-Rebel May 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

xD

Also Metal:
Amorphis (alles quer durch, aber ich finde durch Pasis rauchige Stimme hatten sie eine gewisse Atmosphäre, die sie so mit Tomi nicht mehr haben) , Arch Enemy, Amon Amarth, Sinergy, System Of A Down, Rammstein, Cauchemar (Doom bis Stoner aus Kanada), In Flames (obwohl "Lunar Strain" einfach das epischte ist, was die jemals gemacht haben, mag ich auch die neueren Sachen, ausgenommen "A Sense of Purpose", welches einfach grausam und unkreativ klingt), Blind Guardian, Nocturnal Rites, Metallica (vor allem die ersten drei Alben, aber bis einschließlich "Load" find ich's ganz hörbar), Black Sabbath (Sabbath sind für mich die ursprünglichen vier, mag aber auch ihren Kram mit Dio und Tony Martin ganz gerne), Warlock, Doro (das wirklich nur teilhaft, mag den ganzen Kitsch-Kram nicht so), Epica, Xandria (die beiden seh ich in einer Woche live

), Equilibrium, Tarot, Sabaton, Helloween (vor allem "Masters of the Ring" und "The Dark Ride", aber auch "Keepers of the Seven Keys" (1 und 2) und "7 Sinners"), Spiritual Beggars, Alcest, Mötorhead, Týr (aber da kenn ich nur "Lay of Thrym" wirklich), In Extremo, Sun O))), Slipknot, Burzum, Havayoth

Und sonstiger Kram:
Dropkick Murphys, Faun, Paula Cole, VAST, Alter Bridge, Die Ärzte.

Du?

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Oh, yes, metal actually is anything, the hope, the reason, the energy, the basis of life.

~Leythsyr May 5, 2012 New member Hobbyist Writer

Schau dir den Smiley an! Das ist echt 'nen langer Kommentar den du geschrieben hast. ^^

Jetzt gerade höre ich Eluveitie.
Dann höre ich noch eine Menge mehr (auch einige die du aufgelistet hast):
Blind Guardian, Children Of Bodom (Trashed Lost and Strungout ftw), Dark Tranquility (wo mir Dry Run und Terminus am besten gefällt), Adept, Equilibrium (Blut Im Auge, Mana und Unbesiegt ftw ^^), Rammstein, Turmion Kätilöt, Two Times Terror, Amon Amarth, Bullet for my Valentine, Disturbed, Dope, Drowning Pool, Horizon, Iced Earth, Manowar, Metallica, Nightwish, One Last Breath, Rage, Refused, Slipknot, Stratovarius (DESTINY!), Dragonforce, Gamma Ray, Iron Saviour, Dead by April (Erased und What Can I Say), Eisbrecher, Eisheilig, Lordi, Lunatica, Marilyn Manson, Megaherz, Powerman 5000, Sabaton, Sonic Mayhem, Silent Descent, Blood Stain Child und *tippt sich die Finger wund* Korpiklaani (VODKA!) und echt noch einige mehr... ^^

Wenn du beim Konzert warst - omg bitte erzähl mir davon (wenn's möglich ist)! xD

~Metal-loving-Rebel May 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Och, hab schon wesentlich längere Dinge geschrieben.

Viele davon kenn ich nicht, hab ich mir aber aufgeschrieben und werde ich mir innerhalb der nächste Woche mal anhören.
Irgendwie ist es faszinierend, wie Blind Guardian sich von ihren anfangs klassischem Speed zu dem entwickelt hat, was sie heute sind, und dabei immer gut waren/sind.
Children of Bodom kann ich nur hören, wenn ich in der Stimmung bin.
Equilibrium ... Der Bruder meiner besten Freundin ist mit Helge Stang befreundet (ich weiß, dass der ausgestigen ist, aber trotzdem). Ist 'ne coole Band.
Rammstein ist toll. Ich kenn echt alles von denen (nicht nur das, was auf den Studio-Alben ist, auch so Kram wie "Pet Semetary" und "Feuerräder") und das einzige Lied, das ich gar nicht abkann, ist "Stirb nicht vor mir".
Amon Amarth ist EPISCH.
BfmV passt schon.
Manowar war nie wirklich mein Ding.
Zu Metallica hab ich meine Meinung schon gesagt.
Nightwish ... Hör ich nicht mehr. Aber es war meine allererste Metal-Band, ohne die wäre ich heute nicht, wer ich bin. War einfach der Anfang von allem.
People = Shit
Jo, Eisbrecher hat auch ganz nette Sachen.
Lordi ist lolig.
Marylin Manson hat mir auch nie wirklich gefallen.
Ich frag mich immer, wie lang es dauert bis alle Mitglieder von Korpiklaani entweder in 'ner Suchtanstalt oder an ihrem Erbrochenen erstickt sind. Die Musik mag ich trotzdem.

Jo, kann ich schon machen.

Btw ... Mit wem red ich hier eigentlich?

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Oh, yes, metal actually is anything, the hope, the reason, the energy, the basis of life.

~IvanaSamandova20 May 4, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Hey got your message on skype.

I wasn't there that day, and i miss you too.

If you're gonna go on today i'll be here.

<3

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You gotta be able to smile trough all this bullshit.

~Metal-loving-Rebel May 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

maybe i will

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Oh, yes, metal actually is anything, the hope, the reason, the energy, the basis of life.

~BagelfishTrousers May 4, 2012 Student General Artist

Thank you for the fave! Have a lemon. You deserve it.

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~Metal-loving-Rebel May 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I deserve a lemon? Awesome shit. (I guess) Thanks. ^^

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~FeyPandora Apr 25, 2012 Hobbyist

Danke für den Watch!

~Metal-loving-Rebel Apr 26, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Das Selbe zurück.

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Oh, yes, metal actually is anything, the hope, the reason, the energy, the basis of life.

~IvanaSamandova20 Apr 19, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

SO YOU'RE AFRAID WHEN YOU'RE SCARED HUH?
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I just wanted to say hi.

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